Last updated 1998-02-23 20:02:00

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Hello again!

Have you ever thought about the mood swings we have and how weird our minds can be from time to time? One day everything rolls your way and there is nothing that can stop you, and the next day just about everything that possibly can go wrong does it. No matter how hard you try or how happy you try to be all things  just seems to roll downhill instead!! Have you ever met one those people who walks through life with a smile so big that itīs just insulting for us plain people who stands beside and wonders where on gods great earth do they get the energy? is some kind of "happydrug" :-)) or are they so happily stupid that they donīt understand that the world sometime and for some people is a quite rough place  :-) Please donīt tell them that if thatīs the case. "big smile"

Iīm for the moment a very happy person cause my friends iīm changing direction in my professional life, for the last nine years or so iīve been working on the shop floor selling tv:s and all kinds of home electronics. Working in sales is a quite stressing thing to do, imagine that ten people is trying to get your attention and you still have to be one hundred percent focused on the one you are talking to cause if you relaxes just one second youīll definitly misses something crucial to this deal! And if you miss something there will be less money on payday. A couple of years ago we started to sell the "magic box" called computers and iīve been addicted since! Starting out slowly with basic installation and so on i went on with basic support and troubleshooting for our customers. One thing lead to another and the in last year iīve been both supporting and installing and reinstalling and reparing and and and..................This coming monday 971201 i quit working in the store and start to work in our repair-shop " i think thatīs the correct word" doing nothing but working with computers all day long, I can focus on just one thing and thatīs a quite new thing for me cause as i said earlier a sales man must be everywhere at all times. Oki i get a little less pay but i also gets both a more fulfilling work and i also getīs a much better timetable. Before shifting jobs i left home at 08,45 am and came home somewhere around 7,50 pm, every day!!! I worked every saturday and almost every sunday! From now on i have a regular day job 8-5 and no weekends, aint that wonderful? The family is very happy, i promise!!!

But still iīm must be either nuts or plain stupid cause i should be jumping up and down cheering, but no my friend! stupid me starts to worry about missing the stress and all contact with people and my work-mates! I have lived so close to these guys for nine years that i get separation anxiety when i finally gets the chance of my life. people starvs to death and gets blasted to heaven and back but i worry about things like this!!!!  QUE? get a life or jump from a high bridge boy!!!

To be continued......