pile of shit.
The world is a big pile of shit. almost everyone is annoying. Right now, iam home, at my
parents place. It does not feel nice. My parents does everything wrong, i just want to be
left alone, but there's just no privacy here at home. They want us to fill in applications
for diffrent schools, but i dont feel like it, i just want to be alone, to sit in the
darkness and cry. I need love and friends, summer and sun. My little brother is everywhere,
where he should not be (like my room). My father just complaints about everything, and well,
my mother tries to be nice, but I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE GOT DAMNIT. She bought danish
"fläskfilé". I just cant forgive here for this, i was in the store today, shopping, and
she doesnt care about what it is at all she's buying. right now i feel this is more important
then ever to me. Grandmother was here today, they ate meat-sauce. i could'nt stand the looks
of it, it simply made me sick. you can not eat a living beeing, its WRONG got damn it. And
my father just could'nt understand, and i dont think that my mother did either. by that time
to, i just wanted to be left alone. You all say, this is'nt very tragic, you just have to
stand it, but there are so many other things to think about to, that i dont really have
enough power to care about. I want to live, not stress my ass off with applications here and
there, school here and there. Its spring, it is going to be summer, and i want to be with
my friends, not in school, and not studying, not stressing. I feel i just dont want to care
about anything right now. I just want to live, is it to much to ask for?
EAT YOUR OWN SHIT