November 11th, 1997

Diary

I talked to Lars Hellgren at Candeo sign advertising Co. today, about making their homepage. I know I can do it, and it'll be a total first for me, another confidence builder, I think :). PC Gamer also sent me four games to review until next weekend, and I still have high hopes for that phone sales job, so with any kind of luck I'll soon be back up and running again, economically. Then I'll at least have a chance to make it to England for that new years' party, and I really want to go. I might not make it back the US next year, though, but that's OK. If I get a good job, or even a decent one, I'll stick around for a while, save up some money, then maybe doing something unexpected, like moving to Spain or wherever :).

Living in the city feels nicer by the minute, too, I feel much more harmonic here than out in the sticks, don't ask me why. Maybe it's comforting to know that there are people around, even though they might not give a damn whether I live or die. I still wish I had the money to do little things like go out for a cup of coffee, buy beer, or just play a game of pinball. But I will, I'm pretty sure.

This kind of turned into more of a diary entry, not much actual feelings or anything here, but I'll do more of that at a later date, believe me :). Goodnight people, and .