October 17th, 1997

Can't think of a title

I'm beginning to feel that my life is going in the right direction, I'm just not sure what direction that is. I'll soon be back on my feet, economically, and the job seems alright (first day today). I also like the idea of doing HTML stuff for companies and other people, although I'm pretty cheap at the moment, not knowing any advanced stuff like Java or CGI (I'm not even going to learn Javascript, as I can't imagine any use for it. At least I've never seen it in any useful function, unless you count eating up any unused bandwidth). And I do really like 3D modelling, although I have no professional training, but I feel that I could get pretty good at it if I got some (Click here to see a simple scene I made today. It seems that most things that require merely mental effort come quite easily to me, as long as I put my mind to it. Don't expect me to perform any great physical feats, though, I won't :).

The apartment looks really homely now, as long as you don't go into my brothers' room, which doesn't have anything in it, except two beds and a poster of Mel C from Spice Girls. All I really need, or want, rather, is a bigger bed and a new computer (so I can give this one back to my dad, not that he's used it much so far...). And of course I could always finish that bestseller in order to make some money, and buy those things, but I find it hard to write without a deadline. Even these journals are hard to knock out at times, and I feel that the quality of them is uneven. But I like doing it, and maybe it'll help me get started with bigger things. Goodnight now, dear readers, and mom, I know you're reading this :).